starry-eyed.

i cant believe this is happening…. again. i thought the first time was a mistake. i thought you were better then that. i thought everything you told me was the truth no matter what. now im left with nothing and you get to go do exactly what youve always wanted. 2 years of my life wasted. i hope your happy now. 

today…

i just wish i could go back in time and change alot of things.